Sweet Kentucky Honey

Mon, 22 Jan 2007 06:42:45 GMT

Fuck snow.

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 00:50:03 GMT

I love pills.
They're my weakness.

Wed, 27 Sep 2006 03:14:21 GMT

I would like some drugs.
Some one help me out please.

Fri, 11 Aug 2006 19:18:44 GMT

Well..this concludes week one. The first day was horrible. I'm getting used to it though. Everything is so different. I miss South Florence despite trying to myself that I don't. I really miss my friends there but that's ok because I get out in December, and then, Charleston here I come.

One week from today: Porsche leaves
One week and one day: Kyle and Daniel leave
Labor day weekend: NY here I come
Four weeks and one day: I turn 18
December 20: Goodbye highschool

Inventory effin blows

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 02:55:20 GMT

I'm going to WF this year. I'll be graduating in December. At that point I will either be moving to Charleston to attend CofC for the Spring semester or stay here and work full time to save up some money.

Either way, I'm pretty pumped.

Galactic tomorrow, Panic next weekend.

Wed, 12 Jul 2006 04:09:20 GMT

Fuck.

Why can't I be as good as drugs?
Why do I feel as if he doesn't care as much anymore?
Why do I feel like we're starting to drift apart?
What in the fuck is happening.

I feel like I don't really have friends anymore. I never even see my bestfriend anymore. Why am I incapable of keeping anyone interested in me? What shall I do...

Thu, 22 Jun 2006 01:40:11 GMT

I have a fucking eye patch.
This sucks dick.

Fri, 26 May 2006 21:14:43 GMT

Today is the day.
FUCK.

Shit damn

Sat, 15 Apr 2006 18:10:34 GMT

Reality is coming rushing back.
Why can't we just have stayed in Garden City, just refused to leave.
SB was great, the next few nights are going to suck worse than ever though.
DAMN. At the beach things just seemed to go right. I've decided I really like Porsche's brother. Garret's funny as hell, he's ok too.
Well off to work until close and then get up and drive to Bennetsville to work on Easter Sunday tomorrow. Sounds fun right?

Thanks P.

Wed, 08 Mar 2006 21:24:26 GMT

March 13th: Term paper due.
March 17th: Bela and Ratdog @ hob
March 23rd/24th: Zoo w/ Bio II class
April 1st: Prom
April 8th-15th: SB-Garden City house
April 21st/22nd: Panic in Raleigh
May 26th: Graduation
May 27th: Kyle's birthday
June 16th-18th: Bonnaroo
July: Begin the freak out
August: Freak out...nausea etc

Well.

Thu, 02 Mar 2006 13:12:46 GMT

My mom took my keys when she was leaving this morning.
How am I supposed to go to school?
Geez.

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 04:58:06 GMT

Why am I constantly is a horrid mood lately?

FUCK YOU MEXICO

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 04:49:32 GMT

Ok, I've been trying to fucking call my mom for over an hour.
First the hotel people didn't answer and I got the machine, I didn't leave a message but now that I think about it I may have been better off.
Ever since the first time there either hasn't been a connection or its been busy.
Starting to freak out a little bit.
Why can't I talk to my mom?!

I don't get it.

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 22:48:07 GMT

Will my insecurities ever go away?
I don't get it. I've come a long way from how I used to be, I've changed and evolved as a person. And yet, no matter what I do I feel as if I'm never good enough.
I feel like the person you have on reserve. The one you somewhat like but never enough to hang out with.
I'm fat and gross. I've done the whole bulimia thing before and yea it worked. I don't want to die anytime soon though.

I'm way too emotional sometimes.

Thu, 12 Jan 2006 04:01:29 GMT

AHA!
I FUCKING GOT IT BITCHES!

Drunk as fuckin

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 05:33:43 GMT

Oh man.
I'm drunk.
How did this happen you ask?
Well, you see you just can not be sober at a CVS party.
Holy shit. It was so amusing. I have great black-mail pictures.
Ash-dizzle, you should have been there.
I am going to regret this at school tomorrow.

Ollie ollie oxin free!

Sat, 07 Jan 2006 05:48:45 GMT

I have decided tonight while messing around with my new camera and having a photo shoot with Oliver that, he is in fact going to be the world's next top model. It is purely amazing.

Insomnia anyone?

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 08:14:38 GMT

That's correct, I'm wide awake at 3:08 am.
So, 2006 has had a pretty good start. However, I'm sick of this shit. Ashdizzle, you feel me.
I bought an MP3 player today for $25, I'm pretty pleased with myself. However, I need music to put on it, meaning I need to download some form of something.
I did have a purpose of writing this but I of course forgot.
Fuck it. Fuck that gay ass shit your hiding behind. Get over yourself.

The end.

Neon yellow piss

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 03:23:07 GMT

Lets see here...exams started last week. I freaked out after my Pre-Cal exam like I knew I would because the valum only worked for about an hour. Later that night didn't really do shit except attempt to play pool with Amber and basketball with Kelly. Saturday...drunk as fuck. I broke a glass before I even took a fucking drink, how awesome am I. Me and Porsche brought back Ashley's great invention of body scrabble which included me naming Kevin Kadoodle. I amazinlgy was not hung over though I drank an entire bottle of vodka by my self..worked till midnight last night. Chrystal and I broke it down with the little kid keyboards, we had three going at once, it was pretty awesome. Ashley started working at CVS today, hope that it was ok. Leave for Kentucky Friday morning and when I come back it's off to a kick ass New Years with PANIC!

That is all.

Why Sorry?

Fri, 16 Dec 2005 22:31:40 GMT

Appearance

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily
[] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] have/I've had braces.
[] I wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than 2 piercings.
[] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life

[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[] I've had children.
[] I've lost a child.

School/Work

[x] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[x]I've stolen something from my job
[] I've been fired.
[x] I've skipped school.

Embarrassment

[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public

Health

[] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches.
[] I've broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[x] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling

[x] I've riden over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[] I've been to Canada.
[x] I've been to Mexico.
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan.
[] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Africa.

Experiences

[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play.
[] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[] I've eaten Sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships

[] I'm single
[x]I'm in a relationship.
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married.
[] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[] I have a fear of abandonment.
[x] I've cheated in a relationship.
[] I've gotten divorced
[] I have feelings for someone who doesnt have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality

[] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime

[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[] I've snuck out of my house
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] ran a red light
[] I've been suspended from school.
[] I've witnessed a crime.
[] I've been in a fist fight.
[] I've been arrested.
[] I've shoplifted

Medical

[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[] I take anti-depressants.
[] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[] I'm addicted to self harm.
[] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide

[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[] I've seen someone dying.
[] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[] I've planned my own suicide.
[] I've attempted suicide.
[] I've written a eulogy for myself.
[] I've considered suicide

Materialism

[] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I own something from Pac Sun.
[] I collect comic books.
[x] own something from The Gap.
[x]I own something I got on e-bay.
[] I own something from Abercrombie.

Political/Social Attitudes

[] In general, I don't like people.
[]i'm a feminist
[x] I'm outgoing.
[x] I listen to political music.
[] I'm Democratic.
[x] I'm Republican.
[] I'm liberal.
[x] I'm religious.
[x] I dress fairly modestly.

Random

[] I can sing well.
[] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[] I open up to others easily.
[] I watch the news.
[] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[] I am a morning person.
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[] I'm a snob about grammar.
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[] I have "x"s in my screen name
[] I love being neat
[] I love Spam
[] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[] I bake well.
[] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[x] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[] I'm good at remembering names
[] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] My answers are totally honest

Sun, 04 Dec 2005 20:41:38 GMT

There's not really anything going on with me as of late. I'm doing better in pre-cal, worse in everything else.

I might move to Germany next year, then come back for college.

Getting Ash the hook up at CVS.

Yup...that's pretty much it.

Did this for myspace so why not

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 06:27:39 GMT

HAVE U EVER???

(BE C0MPLETLY H0NEST)

( ) smoked a cigarette
(x) smoked a cigar
(x) smoked anything else
( ) made out with a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car

(x) been in love
( ) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight

( ) snuck out of parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date

(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) seen someone die

( ) been to Canada
(x) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar

( ) eaten Sushi
( )been snowboarding
( ) met someone BECAUSE of myspace
( ) been moshing at a concert

(x) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel

(x) had a tea party
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up

(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school

( ) Used a fake ID
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake

(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed
( ) robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
( ) pet a reindeer/goat

(x) won a contest
( )been suspended from school
(x) had detention
( )been in a car accident.

( ) have/had braces
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight

(x) hated the way you looked
( ) witnessed a crime
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes

(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying

(x) cried yourself to sleep
( ) played cops and robbers
(x) Recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins

(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) kissed in the rain

(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach (or a lake)

( ) crashed a party
( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(x) gone rollerskating/blading
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey
(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) screamed "penis" in class
( ) ate cat food
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them

(x) sang in the shower
( ) have a little black dress
(x) had sex in a park
(x) had sex in the bathoom
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something

( ) got your tounge stuck to a pole
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
(x) sat on a roof top

( ) had sex in a church
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night

(x) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
(x) had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone

(x)believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
(x) worn a really ugly outfit to school
(x) gone streaking
( ) played ding-dong-ditch

(x) played chicken fight
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused

( ) caught a fish then ate it
( ) made porn
( ) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed

(x) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(x) forgotten someone's name

(x) French braided someones hair
(x )gone skinny dippin in a pool
( ) been kicked out of your house
(x) skateboarded using someone else's skateboard and hurt yourself/sucked at it

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 21:47:10 GMT

I'm supposed to be reading for History while I wait on Ashley so we can go to the library, but instead....

Your Personality Profile

You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart.
Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people.
You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile.

You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker.
You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side.
Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

Your Birthdate: September 9

You are a born idealist, with more pet causes than you can count.
You prefer be around others, both when working and while relaxing.
Generous and giving, you believe you can change the world one person at a time.
You're open minded and tolerant. People feel like they can tell you anything.

Your strength: Your go-with-the-flow flexibility

Your weakness: Your flair for the over dramatic

Your power color: Pine green

Your power symbol: Circle

Your power month: September

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!
Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.
You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.

You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable
Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life
By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.

Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.
Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.
No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

And now..I must go and read.

I HAVE A FUCKING B IN PRECAL. That's what's up.

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 22:16:42 GMT

I loathe not having a car.

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 14:47:14 GMT

Look at my cute kitty!