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Fuck snow.
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Oct 26 2006
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I love pills. They're my weakness.
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Sep 26 2006
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I would like some drugs. Some one help me out please.
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Aug 11 2006
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Well..this concludes week one. The first day was horrible. I'm getting used to it though. Everything is so different. I miss South Florence despite trying to myself that I don't. I really miss my friends there but that's ok because I get out in December, and then, Charleston here I come.
One week from today: Porsche leaves One week and one day: Kyle and Daniel leave Labor day weekend: NY here I come Four weeks and one day: I turn 18 December 20: Goodbye highschool
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Jul 27 2006
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I'm going to WF this year. I'll be graduating in December. At that point I will either be moving to Charleston to attend CofC for the Spring semester or stay here and work full time to save up some money.
Either way, I'm pretty pumped.
Galactic tomorrow, Panic next weekend.
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Jul 12 2006
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Fuck.
Why can't I be as good as drugs? Why do I feel as if he doesn't care as much anymore? Why do I feel like we're starting to drift apart? What in the fuck is happening.
I feel like I don't really have friends anymore. I never even see my bestfriend anymore. Why am I incapable of keeping anyone interested in me? What shall I do...
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Jun 21 2006
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I have a fucking eye patch. This sucks dick.
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May 26 2006
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Today is the day. FUCK.
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Apr 15 2006
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Reality is coming rushing back. Why can't we just have stayed in Garden City, just refused to leave. SB was great, the next few nights are going to suck worse than ever though. DAMN. At the beach things just seemed to go right. I've decided I really like Porsche's brother. Garret's funny as hell, he's ok too. Well off to work until close and then get up and drive to Bennetsville to work on Easter Sunday tomorrow. Sounds fun right?
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Mar 8 2006
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March 13th: Term paper due. March 17th: Bela and Ratdog @ hob March 23rd/24th: Zoo w/ Bio II class April 1st: Prom April 8th-15th: SB-Garden City house April 21st/22nd: Panic in Raleigh May 26th: Graduation May 27th: Kyle's birthday June 16th-18th: Bonnaroo July: Begin the freak out August: Freak out...nausea etc
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Mar 2 2006
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My mom took my keys when she was leaving this morning. How am I supposed to go to school? Geez.
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Feb 10 2006
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Why am I constantly is a horrid mood lately?
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| FUCK YOU MEXICO |
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Jan 31 2006
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Ok, I've been trying to fucking call my mom for over an hour. First the hotel people didn't answer and I got the machine, I didn't leave a message but now that I think about it I may have been better off. Ever since the first time there either hasn't been a connection or its been busy. Starting to freak out a little bit. Why can't I talk to my mom?!
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Jan 20 2006
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Will my insecurities ever go away? I don't get it. I've come a long way from how I used to be, I've changed and evolved as a person. And yet, no matter what I do I feel as if I'm never good enough. I feel like the person you have on reserve. The one you somewhat like but never enough to hang out with. I'm fat and gross. I've done the whole bulimia thing before and yea it worked. I don't want to die anytime soon though.
I'm way too emotional sometimes.
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Jan 11 2006
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AHA! I FUCKING GOT IT BITCHES!
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Jan 9 2006
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Oh man. I'm drunk. How did this happen you ask? Well, you see you just can not be sober at a CVS party. Holy shit. It was so amusing. I have great black-mail pictures. Ash-dizzle, you should have been there. I am going to regret this at school tomorrow.
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| Ollie ollie oxin free! |
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Jan 7 2006
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I have decided tonight while messing around with my new camera and having a photo shoot with Oliver that, he is in fact going to be the world's next top model. It is purely amazing.
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Jan 3 2006
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ALO- Waiting for Jaden |
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That's correct, I'm wide awake at 3:08 am. So, 2006 has had a pretty good start. However, I'm sick of this shit. Ashdizzle, you feel me. I bought an MP3 player today for $25, I'm pretty pleased with myself. However, I need music to put on it, meaning I need to download some form of something. I did have a purpose of writing this but I of course forgot. Fuck it. Fuck that gay ass shit your hiding behind. Get over yourself.
The end.
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Dec 19 2005
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Lets see here...exams started last week. I freaked out after my Pre-Cal exam like I knew I would because the valum only worked for about an hour. Later that night didn't really do shit except attempt to play pool with Amber and basketball with Kelly. Saturday...drunk as fuck. I broke a glass before I even took a fucking drink, how awesome am I. Me and Porsche brought back Ashley's great invention of body scrabble which included me naming Kevin Kadoodle. I amazinlgy was not hung over though I drank an entire bottle of vodka by my self..worked till midnight last night. Chrystal and I broke it down with the little kid keyboards, we had three going at once, it was pretty awesome. Ashley started working at CVS today, hope that it was ok. Leave for Kentucky Friday morning and when I come back it's off to a kick ass New Years with PANIC!
That is all.
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Dec 16 2005
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Appearance
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4. [x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. [x] I have many scars. [x] I tan easily [] I wish my hair was a different color. [] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [] I have a tattoo. [x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [] have/I've had braces. [] I wear glasses. [x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [] I have more than 2 piercings. [] I have piercings in places besides my ears. [] I have freckles.
Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents. [] I've run away from home. [] I've been kicked out of the house. [] I have a sibling less than one year old. [x] I want to have kids someday. [] I've had children. [] I've lost a child.
School/Work
[x] I'm in school. [x] I have a job. [x] I've fallen asleep at work/school. [] I almost always do my homework. [x] I've missed a week or more of school. [x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. [] I failed more than 1 class last year. [x]I've stolen something from my job [] I've been fired. [x] I've skipped school.
Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation. [x] Disney movies still make me cry. [x] I've peed from laughing. [x] I've snorted while laughing. [x] I've laughed so hard I've cried. [x] I've glued my hand to something [x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose. [ ] I've had my pants rip in public
Health
[] I was born with a disease/impairment. [x] I've gotten stitches. [] I've broken a bone. [] I've had my tonsils removed. [x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend. [x] I've had my wisdom teeth removed. [] I had a serious surgery. [x] I've had chicken pox.
Traveling
[x] I've riden over 200 miles in one day. [x] I've been on a plane. [] I've been to Canada. [x] I've been to Mexico. [] I've been to Niagara Falls. [] I've been to Japan. [] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans. [] I've been to Europe. [] I've been to Africa.
Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city. [x] I've seen a shooting star. [x] I've wished on a shooting star. [x] I've seen a meteor shower. [x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. [x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator [x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. [] I've been to a casino. [] I've been skydiving. [x] I've gone skinny dipping. [] I've played spin the bottle. [] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. [] I've crashed a car. [] I've been Skiing [x] I've been in a play. [] I've met someone in person from the internet. [x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue. [] I've seen the Northern Lights. [x] I've sat on a roof top at night. [x] I've played chicken. [x] I've played a prank on someone. [x] I've ridden in a taxi. [x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. [] I've eaten Sushi. [] I've been snowboarding.
Relationships
[] I'm single [x]I'm in a relationship. [] I'm engaged. [] I'm married. [] I've gone on a blind date. [] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper. [x] I miss someone right now. [] I have a fear of abandonment. [x] I've cheated in a relationship. [] I've gotten divorced [] I have feelings for someone who doesnt have them back. [x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. [] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. [x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
Sexuality
[] I've had a crush on a teacher. [] I am a cuddler. [x] I've been kissed in the rain. [x] I've hugged a stranger. [] I have kissed a stranger.
Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't [x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. [] I've snuck out of my house [x] I have lied to my parents about where I am. [x] I am keeping a secret from the world [x] I've cheated while playing a game. [x] I've cheated on a test. [x] ran a red light [] I've been suspended from school. [] I've witnessed a crime. [] I've been in a fist fight. [] I've been arrested. [] I've shoplifted
Medical
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. [] I can't swallow pills. [x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem [] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. [x] I shut others out when I'm depressed. [] I take anti-depressants. [] I'm anorexic or bulimic. [] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it. [] I've hurt myself on purpose. [] I'm addicted to self harm. [] I've woken up crying.
Death and Suicide
[x] I'm afraid of dying. [x] I hate funerals. [] I've seen someone dying. [] Someone close to me has attempted suicide. [] Someone close to me has committed suicide. [] I've planned my own suicide. [] I've attempted suicide. [] I've written a eulogy for myself. [] I've considered suicide
Materialism
[] I own over 5 rap CDs. [] I own an iPod or MP3 player. [] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. [x] I own something from Hot Topic. [x] I own something from Pac Sun. [] I collect comic books. [x] own something from The Gap. [x]I own something I got on e-bay. [] I own something from Abercrombie.
Political/Social Attitudes
[] In general, I don't like people. []i'm a feminist [x] I'm outgoing. [x] I listen to political music. [] I'm Democratic. [x] I'm Republican. [] I'm liberal. [x] I'm religious. [x] I dress fairly modestly.
Random
[] I can sing well. [] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. [] I open up to others easily. [] I watch the news. [] I don't kill bugs. [x] I hate bugs. [x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme. [x] I curse regularly. [x] I sing in the shower. [] I am a morning person. [x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone. [] I'm a snob about grammar. [] I am a sports fanatic. [x] I twirl my hair [] I have "x"s in my screen name [] I love being neat [] I love Spam [] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day [] I bake well. [] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue [x] I would wear pajamas to school. [x] I like Martha Stewart. [x] I know how to shoot a gun. [x] I am in love with love. [] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. [x] I laugh at my own jokes. [x] I eat fast food weekly. [x] I believe in ghosts. [x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message. [x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class. [x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. [x] I am really ticklish. [] I love white chocolate [x] I bite my nails. [x] I play video games. [x] I'm good at remembering faces. [] I'm good at remembering names [] I'm good at remembering dates. [x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. [x] My answers are totally honest
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